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Record · April 1995

Personal journal entries dated April 18–20, 1995

Three handwritten diary-style entries expressing feelings of betrayal, past abuse, and deep trust in one unnamed loved one.Machine-written summary

EXHIBIT B

EFTA00088957

APRIL 18 1995

Today I learned something that would have been better for me to learn a long time ago. You can’t trust anyone in this world. But there are always exceptions to the rule. For me, there is only one person in the world that I can trust. He is the one I confide my inner most feelings to. He is not blood related, but we have a much closer, tighter bond. We have the power of the truest purest love, and that beats all. I’ve learned not even to trust your own brothers and sisters. If you do, someone it will come back to haunt you. It will turn right back around, and stab you in your back. I’ve learned the hard way - through

EFTA00088958

APRIL 19/8

experience, I’ve been in an act of a show my whole life, and I was the punch line. To look at me, you would think I was normal-good ‘01 American middle class family. But if you looked into my mind, you would see torment - abuse of a different kind. You see, all I really wanted was someone to love me, and accept me for who I was, as a person. I wanted someone sincere, not judging. My whole life I’ve been ordered around for the benefits or others. I’ve been put down and made fun of they target anything I believe in, love, and care about. they give no thought to human

APRIL 20

emotion of love. They’re selfish and hurtful and think nothing of nothing but themselves. This is what I have learned through my experiences. But as I said before, there is always an exception. And this one has lifted all the pain. He’s made my heart good again and leap out of such happiness and love you don’t have to say a word of explanation and you know he understands your deepest thoughts and emotions. This one has called me all the hatred I’ve known. And made me love again—to the deepest part of my heart. I love him. And that is the most I can say of anyone.

EFTA00088959

Personal journal entries dated April 18–20, 1995

Other records

Three handwritten diary-style entries expressing feelings of betrayal, past abuse, and deep trust in one unnamed loved one.

DOJ Epstein Files, Data Set 9 · April 1995

EXHIBIT B EFTA00088957 APRIL 18 1995 Today I learned something that would have been better for me to learn a long time ago. You can't trust anyone in this world. But there are always exceptions to the rule. For me, there is only one person in the world that I can trust. He is the one I confide my inner most feelings to. He is not blood related, but we have a much closer, tighter bond. We have the power of the truest purest love, and that beats all. I've learned not even to trust your own brothers and sisters. If you do, someone it will come back to haunt you. It will turn right back around, an…