GOVERNMENT EXHIBIT 603 S2 20 Cr. 330 (AJN)¶
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January 7, 1996¶
I got back from my trip to NY today. I had such a great time it is really depressing to be back home. I feel like it was a trip that changed my whole outlook on life. I guess I always felt that way a little bit when I get back from trips - but it is overwhelming this time. I am so ready to be out of high school and in college. Everything seems so silly - going out, etc. - it did a little before anyway. I even feel a little isolated from my friends. Before I let I was on a high of how great my friends were. I still realize how wonderful they are but I feel more independent. Like they aren’t necessary. I felt like this when I got back from Mexico and it taded quickly but I have a feeling it is different this time. New York is such an amazing city. I felt really comfortable there - like I knew that I belonged there + would live there at some point (nopefully soon). I miss so much already it seems unfair that I can’t see her more often. I feel like I’m missing so much. There is so much to tell about the trip I don’t know where to begin. The best night was when I saw Phantom of the Opera - we went to Jeff Epstein’s house + had champagne with him. I found him down to earth + easy to talk to. I thanked him so much for the trip, etc. We then took¶
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his car - his driver actually took us to Phantom. I didn’t know any play could be so moving I had seen it before but still couldn’t believe it. I called it was fantastic. After the play we walked around the Plaza and went home. It was so much fun.¶
he was different than I expected - pretty¶
nice, nice, but they didn’t get along¶
very well for at the boy, which made¶
me annoyed with him. He turned out¶
to be pretty cool once he chilled out.¶
His brother was and we¶
wung out of him a lot. At 1st I didn’t¶
think he was asute as she had said¶
out quickly found him really acute.¶
We wung out for the 1st few simple days¶
than the 4 ot us went to their cabin.¶
We had a lot of fun. X-country stud, watched¶
Sleuth more hung out. We had to¶
sleep in the same bed and ended up talking¶
for a really long time. I kind of wanted¶
something to happen - but didn’t know¶
I just thought he was witte + fun. I didn’t¶
see him again until Friday we went¶
to a club to watch some bands, to a bar¶
announced she was staying at¶
asked to stay with me. I was¶
but didn’t want him¶
anted her to do this so¶
asked today w me. I was secretly happy but didn’t want him to think I had wanted her to do this so kind of upset. They let us at I wondered it was wanted¶
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